- i’ll disappear
- and you will forget.
There are moments
when I feel
uneasy
and
shaken;
it’s like being me
is a mistake, in itself.
sometimes i take a look at the people closest to me
and wonder who the fuck they are these days.
hell, i don’t even know.
I mean, it’s not like I hated the person who you had become and only that; I hated who you were, I hate who you became and whoever the fuck you are now.
With each uneventful day that passed me by,
I grew sicker of the skin that I was living in.
But she never did;
She stayed vibrant as ever.
if i walked out in stormy weather,
laid down all my hopes & dreams
and fell asleep,
would i ever wake underwater?
know that i’ve only gone away from you because this is where you’ve pushed me.
-a.
